A thought just came to me (while doing the washing up).

Rather then feeling overwhelmed by all the thinkgs i feel I should be doing, and then not getting most of them done - i should just concentrate on one thing all the time - am I maturing as a person while I'm doing whatever I'm doing.

Washing up is one activity that can help me mature, for example. Thoughts come.

This is particularly relevant to me at present with so many 'free' days, where I decide what to do.

With this attitude 'it's all good' (potentially).

Of course it's still good to get as many things on the 'to do' list done as humanly possible, but without sacrificing sanity or panicking.

I am lucky to be in the position I'm in (not fully employed but ok for food, security etc, have internet etc) - and should make the most of the 'free' time.

lastly, for now, I haven't been making time for God specifically as part of my to do lists each day.... this will have to be addressed